My New Tattoo

I wanted a new one for so long i decided that i should do it so yes i did it..

But previously this was not what i wanted..

i wanted to do at my lower shoulder a fairy image, wht i wanted to do for so long..

then i changed my mind i did something else and i did it somewhere else..

the fairy thing will be my next i guess?(i already have the design for my fairy,but i havent see it)

A little recap..

i did this a couple of years ago(2 or 3 years ago), when i had the courage to not think of anything, walked in to the shop and did it..i only did the "wait..gimme a minute" once, before the whole process went on..the tribal tattoo was okay, not as painful as i imagined(it was my first tattoo, so i've prepared for the worst)..but if anybody tell u its not pain, they're kidding u..it is pain, whether the level of painfulness is at..

then this is the second one..which was a little more painful than the tribal..because its right in the middle of my backbone..i blackout-ed while doing it..but i was fine after resting for seconds..

well, i dont wanna go into the history of this tattoo..

okay look at the date..i just noticed..

and the most recent one..i did it on the 28th last month..only a few weeks old..

so far my best tattoo, the one i love the most now..

My appointment was at 1 that day and we were late..yes late..im always late la k..

bout half n hour only la..

owh and they designed the tribal for me..

i looked for my "words" and the font myself..

bring it for them..

at first i didnt like the design my tattoo artist(Marcus,i'll continue with M for the whole post) did for me..it was too girly..so my curve and look kinda "flowerish" to me..so i asked him to redo the whole thing..and it took bout half n hour..in the meantime we(me n bf) went for ice-cream(without fail everyday ice-cream)..then went back, started tracing..the thing started around 3 i think?

Started, wasnt nervous at all..Bf was the one nervous..even when we were on our way there..


FYi, make sure the needle is new and the place is clean if u wanna go have yourself inked..and also, very important..they are skilled enough to do a great one..

Got bored when he was doing the words..wasnt that pain..

Got even bored..

Tadaa..almost done with the words..took him awhile to do that..

And done with the wording..then we took a rest coz M was tired..and i was tired sitting like tat, in that position..

Then outline for tribal..it started to get pain..serious shit..

it was this red because M wiped(disinfect) it..

(freaky..the most painful part of the whole freaking process is when they have to clean ur tattoo from all the excess ink..)

That was long..It was painful okay no kidding..i NG for so farking many times i dragged the whole damn process for so many hours..first time doing such a big one..so the lesson is that if u cant stand the pain dont be so hero like me do the whole damn thing in a day..

But the end result was HEAVEN..u know what is Heaven?

Yes i felt lighter right after it was done..

not exaggerating la pls..

Yes and this is the part i hate the most..

wiping off..

freaking pain..paling pain..

i did the wiping thing 3 times..coz i couldnt stand..i kept asking him to stop..yes i even pushed his hands away..it was THAT pain..

After everything i was so freaking happy..

GILER happy la what else..

Excited..u know once u start doing u just cant stop..

People say the pain is addictive..

It depends on the person really..

But no pain no gain..

It is true..

I started this tattoo thing few years back and when i first decided im gonna do it, i asked myself a million times whether i will regret it one day?

And until today i am 100% sure im not gonna regret it, do anything to get rid of it(surgery, laser)..i want it on my body forever..

There're many thing people come up with when they wanna do tattoo, whatmore now it is becoming more popular..But what is tattoo to u?

Many people do it just because it looks pretty(a part of it yes why i did it), or maybe just to show off coz it looks cool..I have no rights to judge them coz i am a "beginner" in all these too..

but what is it that i am sure is i want "this" to be my a life..and i know i wont regret it..It has become a mild drug to me..if i can i want it to be on every part of my skin..

its not that it is measured by how big ur tattoo is or how many u have, its ur liking, ur preference..there must a meaning to ur tattoo or not what;s the point doing it?

But the end result is one of the best thing in life..

Im doing it every year now(just kidding)..i wish..

and my tattoo is greyish blue now..

i wish my tatoo look like how when it was just done..black and bold..

ps/its my point of view, if u dont like wht i say then dont take it seriously/personally..