How do u define?

LOVE?

Something just happened..

Sometimes i wonder is this really love or is it just a habit to always want to be with each other..

I cant differentiate anymore..

There is love..But there is also the need to hang on to each other because we are too used to this feeling..

But..

How do u really know if its love?How sure are u that what u are feeling now is love and not any other feeling in the world?

I went through some passages today, and i stumble across something..

"we're getting so used to each other, we're so comfortable with each other..but people say this stage of the relationship is the most dangerous"

'cause it may just go like 'that'"

like how im feeling now..

im so comfortable now that i dont mind swearing in front of him, eating my chicken with all ten fingers, sleep and drool and not embarassed, .....

i tweet-ed

"i dont like drastic changes in a relationship..how is it from the first day together and i want it til the end"

i am this kinda lover..

if u decide u wanna treat me like this from the first day then keep it til the end, dont change at all..

if u keep changing, i may not accept. No! i cant accept it at all..

I cant accept the fact that u giving me that 'look', raising ur voice to me, walking away just like that..

and it wasnt the first time..

in my life, there is no 'i cant live without u'

if ur gonna treat me this way, then just walk away with guts..

i wont be left hanging, i'll just walk my way and start my new life, start finding someone new..

afterall, if we're ment to be, we are..

So wht do u think now?

Ur so used to this position, this process..

Making me angry, quarrel, walk away, coming back to me and wishing that im the kinda girl who forgive just like that?

If u know i wont forgive then dont bother making me angry..

Cant u just be like last time?

Like how i hope no changes take place?

Maybe i am inconsiderate..

maybe i am not right..

or maybe this is not love anymore..

Is just us being with one another 'cause we havent find someone more suitable?

Or maybe 'cause we're just too used to this we dont want any changes in life?

U tell me..

Im starting to slip away from this relationship..