Dont tell me im fat pls

Cause i kinda realized that..

Been eating alot..

Still in the growth stage, forgive me pls..

If u look back from all the previous post, u'll notice that i really gain weight like crazy..

From my face, of course..i seldom post a full pic of myself..

I dont know since when onwards i just summarize all my post..coz i dont do daily update or weekly update ANYMORE..So there're too much too write if i were to rewind back all the stuff that happened in my life and post it all up..

Just follow me on twitter.. =)

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I bought myself a pair of hammie.. =) Very cute ones..And We named it Tutti and Fatti..I dont know why they were so normal when we bought it from the petshop and until i shifted them to the new bungalow..Tutti(female) suddenly became another hamster, which until today i havent touch, so scared of human being..Fatti, not so cute, but willing to play with me..

Exam, coming in less than 10 days and im going to die..Have been skipping class like a superstar..And i just cant wait til December..

I think i gained weight like crazy..I dont even know where the appetite came from..I keep telling myself to stop eating and reduce weight so that i can eat and have all the fun i want in December..But i just cant..I dont even have the will power to reduce the amount..My average meal a day is 4-5meals..Power or not?And the amount is tut-ness..i dont even wanna mention..

Relationship wise..No comment..

Dec - my last day of exam is on the 3rd and im working on the 4th..U say i hardworking or not la..I need lots of money for my December plan.. =)

Will update whenever im free or if i have something to say..

Mom shouting now..Im going out for buffet..FML..u say how to not get fat?

Love,

my 171st post

(This is an emo most..so dont read)




I've no inspiration to blog..I have nothing to talk about because nothing special is happening in my life..Maybe there are a few, but i cant share it here..Its very personal..If u're my friend, and u want to know, u should just come to me and ask me..Coz i will definitely share all my damn sad stories with u..

Someone actually told me that im not a good friend..But its not just the friend relationship..Its between the friend and a little more than friend relationship..This relationship actually lasted for more than a year..and i asked for a quit because i felt that i couldnt take it anymore..All i get is just suddenly appearance, when he needed me..He would just sms and call to tell me that he wanted to see me..Kept getting blamed, for i dont know what reason, accusing me of breaking promises and hurting him..I never asked for this..He said he wanted it to be this way..Nothing actually happen in this 1 year..Because im conscious that im in a relationship with someone else..
Now im a hundred percent sure i dont really know which is the real u..But i am not sad or depressed because all this happen..Im happy that its finally over, i dont have to worry about another person in my life..

I realized i was never a good friend..nobody ever told me i am..People kept telling me im a good listener and always give good advice..I never thought i was a good friend, because i have no time to spare..Im always busy with something, or lazy to go out..Most of my friends are hi-bye friends..A few friends where i can actually talk to..But its okay..Because i know there're people who care for me(believe or not, but i know there are)..

So much has happened between the one month i did not blog..Mostly confusing stuff..But i remember saying to myself "I will live my everyday with no regrets at all"..And im stil keeping to what i said..Its just sometimes when im too confused, i hesitate a little and think that i regret what i did..after awhile, i realized its over and i cant fix everything i did..So better live with it than to regret it a
lifetime..

There will be times where all of us make stupid mistakes, and often we dont realize it until the day we finally grow away from all those or grow up..And im this person who continuously make stupid mistakes in life, sometimes i grow from my mistake, and sometimes i dont..I dont because i still believe in tat thing/person..U cant tell me whether im right or wrong, unless i say so..

3 days

I'll be a happy girl in 3 days time, at most..

Stay tune =)

I've lost it

Somehow, i've lost the spirit of bloggging in me..

Been very busy lately, mostly skipping class and having fun..

But im glad that September has finally ended..

There're so many that happened to me in September, of cause there are good and bad ones..

Its October now, and it seems like everything has gone back to normal and its getting better(i hope)..

Im less active in Twitter now, coz its a little crazy using my phone..so i got bored and tired of all the shit eventually i stop updating there..whatmore here..

I'll be having my test on Monday and i havent started studying yet..Will start tonight..

Been catching up with friends lately, and im happy..went girls night out quite frequent before that and it was fun..i miss all the laughing, dancing, drinking and all..

Damn it was fun and it reminded me of my first time(clubbing)..

Got to know new people, into sports and health lately..

Mainly badminton..and im actually good at it..i always thought my eyes/hands coordination is very bad..actually not..i CAN play.. =)

And of health, i've been a very sick girl lately..And it got everybody around me so worry..Not only fever and flu and all but there were/are more..But its getting much better now..and i hope it keeps progressing to the better side..(i cant reveal much its personal)..

And i gained/am gaining weight..

Love

Is very annoying at times..

we've been going through this so many times and its happening over and over again..

I wish ur not so sensitive at times, that u could understand my needs more..

U know i love u, so there's no need for me to keep repeating it, or say it everyday..

Sometimes, when things are not going accordingly, i have doubts..loads of them..

I dont know, i wish we dont have to quarrel all the time, like serious all the time, everyday..

U should learn to take things not so seriously and be like me?

Just promise me dont be like my mom, dont keep repeating the things u kept saying, dont be so sensitive, and just be like a normal person..This is all im asking for, im not pushing u away..im not slowly slipping away..im not letting u go..I just need a little "me" time..

I still love u okay!!