Hardworking or not?

Its 12.40am now, and im blogging..Hardworking or not?So u guys can come my blog more often now..Coz i'll keep it updated..Nothing interesting in my life also i can boom u guys with all my camwhore pics..camwhore pics overload..

I dont have anything specific..basically its a pointless post..If u wanna see my face then scroll down, if u dont..can just "x" and leave thank u very much..

Anyway, the reason why i update of often now is coz i dont PS my pictures anymore..For real..I found a camera that i actually "know" how to use and so, no PS needed..All u need is a camera that u can really "work" with..provided its good la..and usually good means expensive..so, for better quality pics, go save up..This is life..u want something good, u gotta save up..Or not, keep using cheap stuff..(sorry im mean)..

Used to have our cravings for Shih Lin and Snowflakes, at least 3times a week..Then, got bored of it, cut down all these junks..And now, not even once a week..The time had past..

We cant even have a proper lunch or dinner, or breakfast..sometimes, its really....

Or if we have time for it, there will be tons and tons of calls and sms..Farkmylife..But nevermind, u got to do ur things, and actually i dont mind..I kinda like what im having now..Staying at home, so laid back, catching up with dramas, and finally have some time to keep up with this blog..

Now i know why when people start working, they dont spend as much time with their gf/bf..And if they do, they just wanna get it done and over then head home to sleep..How am i gonna keep up with such life after August?When i've decided to stop studying and now, im thinking whether i really wanna work..

Honestly, i dont really enjoy studying..and honestly, i study because (fill in the blanks-get back to this later)..2 years ago, i could already start working..But i chose to further my studies until diploma..Thinking back, Diploma or not, its not gonna make any difference..40k just flew away..Diploma cant get me a 5k job..i've my plans, and im looking forward to it-of course with the help of my sis and mom..People outside who dont know me may think that im spoilt or whatever shit, but im pretty sure out of 10 person, im one of those who is not in the "spoilt" category or zone..I love shopping, i love spending money..But pls, i dont ask my mom for every single thing i spend..I only ask on education matters..The clothes i buy, the good food i eat, the branded bags i have-all by myself(sometimes bf)..So nobody should ever question me on maturity..Oh and guess what?I do all house chores at home(hand wash all clothes)..And i help my mom cook..Yes sometimes i have all the kiddy temper and whatever shit..But its normal la okay..Everybody has that..At least i dont just put my hands out and expect for money from them when say i need to buy that Topshop dress?

Fug this life..I realized if u try to change to become better, it will never be enough..I used to be really spoilt..Farking bad tempered and u name it i have it..Then, i changed..Its in my new year resolution thou, fix my temper(every single year)..And im not afraid to say, i really did changed alot..But sometimes u really wanna prove it to ur mom that ur really useful in the family and not some nonsense..And no matter how much u do and change, its still not enough..

I dont understand what some people i know think, or stories i've heard from say, my mom..She has many many sad stories to share with me from time to time..Im not saying i have good grades, i study alot..But, if u really dont have the ability to study, then move on to another phase..Try studying harder or go find a job..I dont like to study, i can choose not to study..But in the end i choose to study coz i know u cant do much in life with the just SPM cert,whatmore mine is jazapisofshit..I know im not smart,and i know im lazy..But at least i dont fail my subjects..6semesters and i havent fail once..Everyday i have approximately 4 hours(only) at home, where i have free time to do whatever i like before i head to bed..I prefer staying outdoor(away from home) than staying at home..Everybody is aware of this fact..And i can still maintain at least 3cgpa(and my cgpa is more than 3 thank u very much)..And people who stay at home at least 2times more than me can fail every other subject..Let me just say that these people are fickle, their maturity level is still ,.... lets just say amateur..And the funniest part is that, their family is not rich or (u think of the possibilities)..Hello, if i know my family is not rich, dont say rich, just say if i know my family dont have money, i wont study and fail all subjects and expect them to come up with another sum of money to let me study another course..And for your information, money is not easy to earn..Wait till u come out and start working..I wanna see how u suffer a painful death..

Dont say im mean or whatever shit, i didnt force u to read my blog..If u hate me, deal with it..This is life..Nothing is perfect but u can try to make things work the way u want it to be..

I just cant seem to understand why people like these are still surviving in the world..

Dont know where to spend money then donate to other people..

Bye,

ps i finished watching all 20 episodes

Loves,

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