Finally im done and over with midsem..Tomorrow i'll be having fun the whole day..Sis is coming back tomorrow, so it'll be a busy weekend..

Tomorrow mark our 3 years, everything seems to be so fast..I dont know about other people but once u're with the person for lets say 1 year+ 2 years, the feeling is so so different from when u just started..U dont get to experience the first 3 months again..and i kinda miss that feeling..if u knw what i mean..its like ur in the adulthood of the relationship and u want to go back to last time when everything just started, the heartbeat thingy, being shy and so...

After being together for 3 years, everything changes(some may say nothing changes)..for me, definitely changed my everything..and also for him, tremendous change..im not saying its a bad thing..but i think having a person/partner made me relay on him so much more than being single, attitude change 360 degree..from a patient person to monsterous gf..that's because i knw he's patient and he'll give in to everything i demand/want/need..

The thing that i hate most about this 3 years relationship is that, he always control me and me, hmm, seldom, not that much..No night life, no this or that..All no..the only yes is when im with him..

And the quarreling part?that happen everyday(almost)..so im kinda used to it..same old phrase everytime we quarrel, i'll be saying break up, everything will be so serious, the next moment u knw, we're back in business..Yea..i get angry all the time, disturbed by little stuff, like to look for faults and start quarreling, this is me..and him, JEALOUS king, this is what i can conclude..everyday check phone, everyday ask question, talk to guy then straight away walk towards me hold my hand/hug me..sometimes i also feel sien..

But having someone is good better best..U get to share everything(except in my case, no sharing bout other guys story)..Get to save money coz bf pay all(except in my case, sometimes i want to pay)..get to scold someone when ur having a bad day..get to kiss, hug, and do whatever u want when u're together..

Yea, our 3 years..
went to the national zoo together, went to park for jogging, ate maggi at home coz damn broke, ponteng class together so we could catch a movie, went to Penangx2, Melaka, Langkawi, quarrel til both cry..laugh at each other for no reason, had homemade malibu pineapple, we keep each other's clothes coz we didnt want our parents to knw we bought new clothes, hid all my clothes and shoes and stuff in B's cupboard that i occupied 50% of the cupboard, went feeding fish in a park, ordered so much food for dinner that we couldnt finish(every single time), drank too much alcohol that i puke right after that, laughed at B's pronunciation and make fun of him, plan for a vacation together and get all excited, always dream that we will be rich one day, having someone to fetch u everywhere u want to go, someone to kiss u everytime u get down the car, having somone to say they love u..chose what to wear for each other, cry together, get mad, etcetcetcetc...



3 years.. 3 farking years..