Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE, HAVE A GREAT ONE..

AND

AN EARLY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010 has been a great year for me..I really love December and i hope it never ends..I wish all 12months in a year could be as wonderful as December.. =)

Have fun people, while ur stil young..

Dilemma

Sometimes, i really feel like im quite independent..But sometimes i can be quite spoilt..First of all, i wanna announce that im going to buy my camera soon, like within a week..Waited for so long already, finally..And the bad news is that i have to use my own money fml, that's because mom is broke now, like totally overspent for this few months, dont ask why..sometimes we use money and we dont know where is the stuff that we bought or used on..My BKK trip is sponsored by my sis and mom, therefore im not going to pay for even a baht..
The thing here is im in a dilemma on which camera to get..My first choice is TX9 from Sony, but now that im seriously getting it, things are not that easy, i want the best..I like all function in the TX9 camera, the only thing i dont really fancy is the exterior aka physical of the camera..In the beginning, i was eyeing for Olympus Pen or GF-1..I really like the exterior and its "my kind"..Then i went to Sony shop to check out and totally fall in love with TX9, and now i finally made up my mind and so sure im gonna get a camera, i suddenly start to doubt my choice..Fuck me..I know..But im not always rich to get stuff like this, so i want something that can last for at least 3 years, as in last for my liking..Olympus pen is totally out of my budget 99..3k for a camera to camwhore, totally not worth it..GF-1, i dont know..its lesser than 2k..just a few hundred more than TX9..But really im still thinking bout it..I guess i'll just stick back to TX9, first more compact, second cheaper, third, i dont know but i think if i buy a cheaper one my mom will be happier..I've been spending alot, not that im using my mom's money to buy stuff, but still..If she say NO, i'll stil obey her..Afterall im still using her money(im still studying)..

Slept at 3.30am yesterday just to shop online, fuck my life..
What do u guys do on a holiday?I have basically no life and i spend a few hours on MSN tictactoe and bejeweled..
I feel so lifeless..
Cant wait til both my sis come home..Everytime they're home i feel extremely warm, if u know what i mean..I really like gatherings and more people at home..Most of the time its just me and mom..She's like my friend, sometimes we talk rubbish..

Loves,

Update Update!

Im not dead yet, still here..

Its just that im too lazy to update and i have nothing interesting to update..

Anyhow, i have to plan Christmas for my family this year coz my mom doesnt wanna plan anymore, coz i always "unlike" her plan..Haha..

Any recommendations?

Bought a shirt today..

Lose my shopping mood, which i am so proud of, anyhow im broke now, so its good..

Bought my wallet and his wallet(for Christmas, but i dont think we will be able to get it before Christmas)..Coz it needs to be shipped back here in Malaysia..

That's the main..

Bought a shirt for him and he bought me a shirt too, Christmas present No.2..

And his another present is a whole load of paper bags, which i have promised for so long, weird i know, but he collects paper bags..

Update soon,

Best job ever

KLIMS has just ended, and im stuck at home right now, so i better just blog a little..

My best job ever..until today..

Its 11am-10pm daily..

BUT!!

2 hours break, u get to wander around and go see cars, and if ur friends are around, u can just go walk around with them, if u break longer nothing will happen, and many many more..

And we get to buy SEMK stuff for 50%..

Nice or not, and the pay is not bad at all..

We get to watch all sorts of performance coz our store is right beside the stage..

Basically its just fun..

11hours of work but its not dreadful at all..Time past so damn fast for the past 9 days..

Im looking for another job to fill my 9days, and if i cant find one, im going on a short vacation myself, within Malaysia of course, or i might as well just go down to Singapore..

Loves,

Done with Sem5

Finally, my exam has ended..Feel so much happier now..but u will see me online very seldom now, for 9 days..because i have to work..Finish exam today and i have to start working the next day..this is my life..i gotta earn money for my extras..I havent been spending much money lately coz .... i dont even have money to spend..tat's why im working now..and if there is work from the 13th-22nd december, i'll work..basically my holiday = working..How sad, and by the end of the 9 days, my leg will be damn fuhg-up..

update soon,

Its already December now!

And i was saying i want December to come so badly..

Its already the 2nd today..

I've so many plans for December, and im only free for all the plan only for this month..

Pix time..since i dont really update my blog with phots already now..

The fact is, i have no camera now..my previous camera is with my uncle..

And im planning to buy one now, hopefully..

Ice Room is having promotion now..20% from 2pm-6pm everyday..

They have really nice durian ice..

The mushroom soup is okay, but if u dont like salty food then dont order..coz its salty max..I like it!!

Durian pancake..so so only..

Im looking forward to a great December!

Loves,

Dont tell me im fat pls

Cause i kinda realized that..

Been eating alot..

Still in the growth stage, forgive me pls..

If u look back from all the previous post, u'll notice that i really gain weight like crazy..

From my face, of course..i seldom post a full pic of myself..

I dont know since when onwards i just summarize all my post..coz i dont do daily update or weekly update ANYMORE..So there're too much too write if i were to rewind back all the stuff that happened in my life and post it all up..

Just follow me on twitter.. =)

twitter.com/yptang27

I bought myself a pair of hammie.. =) Very cute ones..And We named it Tutti and Fatti..I dont know why they were so normal when we bought it from the petshop and until i shifted them to the new bungalow..Tutti(female) suddenly became another hamster, which until today i havent touch, so scared of human being..Fatti, not so cute, but willing to play with me..

Exam, coming in less than 10 days and im going to die..Have been skipping class like a superstar..And i just cant wait til December..

I think i gained weight like crazy..I dont even know where the appetite came from..I keep telling myself to stop eating and reduce weight so that i can eat and have all the fun i want in December..But i just cant..I dont even have the will power to reduce the amount..My average meal a day is 4-5meals..Power or not?And the amount is tut-ness..i dont even wanna mention..

Relationship wise..No comment..

Dec - my last day of exam is on the 3rd and im working on the 4th..U say i hardworking or not la..I need lots of money for my December plan.. =)

Will update whenever im free or if i have something to say..

Mom shouting now..Im going out for buffet..FML..u say how to not get fat?

Love,

my 171st post

(This is an emo most..so dont read)




I've no inspiration to blog..I have nothing to talk about because nothing special is happening in my life..Maybe there are a few, but i cant share it here..Its very personal..If u're my friend, and u want to know, u should just come to me and ask me..Coz i will definitely share all my damn sad stories with u..

Someone actually told me that im not a good friend..But its not just the friend relationship..Its between the friend and a little more than friend relationship..This relationship actually lasted for more than a year..and i asked for a quit because i felt that i couldnt take it anymore..All i get is just suddenly appearance, when he needed me..He would just sms and call to tell me that he wanted to see me..Kept getting blamed, for i dont know what reason, accusing me of breaking promises and hurting him..I never asked for this..He said he wanted it to be this way..Nothing actually happen in this 1 year..Because im conscious that im in a relationship with someone else..
Now im a hundred percent sure i dont really know which is the real u..But i am not sad or depressed because all this happen..Im happy that its finally over, i dont have to worry about another person in my life..

I realized i was never a good friend..nobody ever told me i am..People kept telling me im a good listener and always give good advice..I never thought i was a good friend, because i have no time to spare..Im always busy with something, or lazy to go out..Most of my friends are hi-bye friends..A few friends where i can actually talk to..But its okay..Because i know there're people who care for me(believe or not, but i know there are)..

So much has happened between the one month i did not blog..Mostly confusing stuff..But i remember saying to myself "I will live my everyday with no regrets at all"..And im stil keeping to what i said..Its just sometimes when im too confused, i hesitate a little and think that i regret what i did..after awhile, i realized its over and i cant fix everything i did..So better live with it than to regret it a
lifetime..

There will be times where all of us make stupid mistakes, and often we dont realize it until the day we finally grow away from all those or grow up..And im this person who continuously make stupid mistakes in life, sometimes i grow from my mistake, and sometimes i dont..I dont because i still believe in tat thing/person..U cant tell me whether im right or wrong, unless i say so..

3 days

I'll be a happy girl in 3 days time, at most..

Stay tune =)

I've lost it

Somehow, i've lost the spirit of bloggging in me..

Been very busy lately, mostly skipping class and having fun..

But im glad that September has finally ended..

There're so many that happened to me in September, of cause there are good and bad ones..

Its October now, and it seems like everything has gone back to normal and its getting better(i hope)..

Im less active in Twitter now, coz its a little crazy using my phone..so i got bored and tired of all the shit eventually i stop updating there..whatmore here..

I'll be having my test on Monday and i havent started studying yet..Will start tonight..

Been catching up with friends lately, and im happy..went girls night out quite frequent before that and it was fun..i miss all the laughing, dancing, drinking and all..

Damn it was fun and it reminded me of my first time(clubbing)..

Got to know new people, into sports and health lately..

Mainly badminton..and im actually good at it..i always thought my eyes/hands coordination is very bad..actually not..i CAN play.. =)

And of health, i've been a very sick girl lately..And it got everybody around me so worry..Not only fever and flu and all but there were/are more..But its getting much better now..and i hope it keeps progressing to the better side..(i cant reveal much its personal)..

And i gained/am gaining weight..

Love

Is very annoying at times..

we've been going through this so many times and its happening over and over again..

I wish ur not so sensitive at times, that u could understand my needs more..

U know i love u, so there's no need for me to keep repeating it, or say it everyday..

Sometimes, when things are not going accordingly, i have doubts..loads of them..

I dont know, i wish we dont have to quarrel all the time, like serious all the time, everyday..

U should learn to take things not so seriously and be like me?

Just promise me dont be like my mom, dont keep repeating the things u kept saying, dont be so sensitive, and just be like a normal person..This is all im asking for, im not pushing u away..im not slowly slipping away..im not letting u go..I just need a little "me" time..

I still love u okay!!

I see people having relationship problems lately, and i WAS one of them..WHy is love so freaking annoying?But at the same time it might be the best thing that happen in our life?Its like, when ur in a relationship ur happy, but when it comes to problem with relationship u say things like "im single now..good also..i can do whatever i like"..etc..It is good in the sense of freedom coz i dont believe in any relationship u get 100% freedom..i bet not even close to 90%..except for my cousin jik tau yat lau..tell the gf "if u wanna meet everyday i cant be the person for u..coz we're both still looking for 'the one'..one msg in the morning and one msg at night"..Do u wish ur relationship is like this?If im like this i think even when im 40 i cant find 'the perfect one'..back to the point..at one point of the relationship, u'll accept being 'unfreedomize' by ur bf..For example myself, i like freedom and i dont like ppl not giving me freedom, even my parents..i start going out with friends since i was Stand6(12/13?) and often until 10-12pm..But my mom didnt lecture me much..everybody will go through this phase, like my sis told me..so she didnt tie me up at home even when i was younger..people go through stuff and fall and be lala and then only be mature..back to the point..i had all the freedom i wanted when i was young and suddenly 3 years back(?) i went into a relationship with my boyf..at first our relationship was a little awkward..and there were problems..eventually it got better..and the freedom part started to come..But until now, i still complain from time to time..That i have not enough freedom blah blah blah..to my boyf..sometimes even quarrel because of the freedom matter..Compared the me now and the me before, i changed so much..If u asked me out now, most of the time i say no and give stupid excuse..from time to time my friends sms me to ask me out(even when they say they'll come over to fetch me), i rejected ALL of them..coz im too lazy to go out and show my face..Its a habit now..not because im afraid my Boyf dont like or what..Sometimes, i think why not meet up?catch up a little and talk..But in the end i call them to say i couldnt make it..coz im too lazy..Its true that when ur in a relationship u get very lazy and fat..Example number one, ME..the only time ur not lazy is when ur with ur Boyf..

Put freedom aside..The character excuse..People use this alot, to break up..People ask why then the victim say coz they have contradicting charateristics etc..Why so?If ur together with that person u should already know wht kind of a person he/she is..Dont tel me after 6months then u discovered that he/she is not the one for u because his character is not of what u fancy/wanted/look for..bullshit..unless u see him once a month, then MAYBE..Its just a lame excuse to kick u out from a relationship..I have been with people with no similar characteristics as me and i am currently in a relationship with one..is just the matter of time for u be like him/her and him/her be like u..i dont believe in people saying “i like u just the way u are and u dont have to change anything for me”..fuck u..i want my BF to change everything...seriously...and he wants me to change too..not because our characters are so different we have to be like this, its human nature..they want their partner to be “perfect”..dont tell me u dont want..coz ur just lying to yourself..If u dont means u dont have an idol or people u look up to..if u have an idol, why do u like him/her?is it coz of his/her looks, voice, attitude or wht they do?see..u get what i mean?if u dont, let me simplify it for u..if u say u have an idol and u dont want ur partner to change anything for u, then dont have an idol..the only reason why u have an idol because he is say, goodlooking?most of the people look at ur looks first, other than anything else..i say MOST, not all..

How should a person commit in both relationship and friendship..I dont know seriously, its really hard coz i cant balance it off until today..i meet my bf everyday and maybe once a month or longer than that for my friends..
· If ur bf doesn’t want to see u, this is a problem
· If ur in a normal relationship u at least see each other for once or twice a week

I hate guys who do the “gimme some time we need to cool things off”..or “lets not meet so often, i dont wanna continue like this”..if u dont want the girl then just have some courage to tell her u wanna end the relationship..dont just let it hang there and slowly not meeting each other and that’s the end..guys like this doesn’t deserve any girl..why is it when a guy wants u, they can do anything in the world to get u but once both are together everything just seems so useless..so different..he starts talking to her differently, treating her differently, ditching her for his friends and after awhile giving the sign that he dont want her anymore..

im not saying its just guys who do this to girls(some girls do this too, those immature ones)..but girls are said to be the weaker sex..so im taking this as an example..

Random #1

How panjang(long) is this kenderaan?

LOL when i saw this that day..

Thursday

I keep thinking its Saturday today..

Went out on Thursday and skipped my last class from 4-6 coz its so boring and pointless..

and everytime i stay til late, i'll get a very bad headache..

left college at 2..went to Midvalley..As usual..

Was so so so hungry..despite having breakfast..

So we went Sushi Zanmai..

and ordered so much..crazy..

I will never order so much salmon dishes anymore..

coz its not that fresh anymore..and the portion..they use to give a very generous thick piece..but now..thinner than ever..
we ordered Unagi this time, upon my request..coz B dont like fish, me too..but we both love this..it tasted like unagi and nothing else.. =) super love..and it was hot..

As usual..and damn fail..the salmon..like i said..

Had this fried fried stuff with rice..tempura etc..
and with no mushroom..
so the next time i eat this i'll go sushi tei.. =)
they're opening one in Pavilion, but now stil renovating..



And this..pls go back to my 'older post' to compare..i had this in Gardens..and B said its the same in Lowyat..i mean the thickness of the salmon..like "baik xyah makan"..but evenso, its not fresh no point having a thick piece..

Softshell maki i think?

Then we went for movie..Grown Ups..surprisingly, the queue was empty..i mean really empty, empty..not exaggerating..didnt have to wait..so right after lunch we went in for movie..with meatballs and coke..we love yums k..cant stop eating..

I really love the show k..im gonna download the show and watch it whenever im sad..coz its so farking funny..im the first to laugh in the cinema, in all the funny scenes..coz i watched the trailer..seriousshit, Boyf said i laughed too loudly in the cinema, it was THAT funny..i couldnt stop laughing..and Adam Sandler, u know that movie is a nice one..

After movie, yamcha..

Walked around to find a yamcha spot..i think we took almost an hour to decide where to go..in the end fed up and went to New Zealand.

Ordered a junior ice cream and hot choc..yums to rum and raisin..me and my mom's fav..

If ur an ice cream lover go get ur ice cream tub now til 31st for 30%..

Then went home..

reached home around 9pm..my Thursday time to go back..

Loves,

Port Dickson

During both our sem break..we didnt really plan for our holiday..

Its kind of a last min thing..

But i did google to look for places that we could go..

And my previous post was on Malacca..Pd was before malacca..

Avilion..There's 2 Avilion is PD..so dont book the wrong one..this is the water chalet type..

there's another one which is the hotel type..

One is on the right after traffic light and another one the left after traffic light...

If not mistaken the water chalet is the one on the left..

The big building is the spa place..

And the place reminds me of pulau ketam i dont know why..

If u wanna relax, this is the place to be..

seriously, u can stay in the room for the whole day and just doze off..

That's wht happen to me..

But the Boyf kept disturbing me and kept me awake..

Coz he wanted to go to the beach and actually i wanted to go sunbathing but no sun..fml..

So we went walking around...after walking we went back to the room again, requested by me.. =D

Random pics..
Taken by Boyf while i was doing my thing..

The bed was so comfortable i bet u wont wanna leave it..

Then, forced to camwhore and camwhore and camwhore..

Around 3+ Boyf said he was hungry and i was too lazy to move so i gave him imaginary burgers to eat..

But he was stil hungry, so we drove out to makan..

My Fav,

Kangkung Belacan..

and it was so freaking good..

Sweet Sour Taufu

Crab, suckie..

Salted egg crab, best...

And Tomyam soup..so so only..

Then we went back after "dinner" at 4something..

After staying in the room for awhile around 6+ we got hungry again..

Drove out..

this time to another restaurant..

And their chili crab was fuckkkkkiiiinngggg awesome..

Was too hungry i didnt took a pic of it..

so replaced by a comp-written pic..

Kangkung Belacan again..

And bleughhh..

Sweet and sour squid..not bad..

It was night when we were done eating...

Headed back..

Roam around..

Had a couple of malibu and quickly fell asleep that night..

The next day, had breakfast..Then pack our stuff to check out around 1+..

Before that, we went to the beach coz Boyf damn bising keep forcing me to go to the beach..so we went there...

For quite long ok..keep clicking posing...

And it was tiring okay..

Drove back to KL..Met up with a friend of mine..Catch up a little and went back..

We didnt do much because i was lazing around and got so comfortable with the place..

That's all

Wrote something actually but i cut it out, gonna make it the next post..stay tuned..

Loves,

Refrain Restraint Redo

I've been very devoted lately..

Been shopping so much i feel like killing myself..

What's the best way to stop shopping and save money other than killing myself?

Im gonna start saving money from now on because my bank is kosong..

Not totally kosong but still....something like kosong la..

Then i thought, if i dont spend money doing things that i like such as shopping, eating, having fun, what's the use having so much money??Its some 'split personality' thing..the angel and the devil..

Sometimes i wish im filthy rich, then i can buy whatever i like..No need to save, no need to think..

But if i am that rich, i'll be some dumb bitch by now..coz im not that smart now..so if im rich i wont study..i wont study means i'll spend more money and skip class..if i skip class i'll be fucking stupid..that explains..

So i've been thinking bout this for like..........years?

Been trying to save money so hard but the digits just dont increase..

Sometimes i wish i have 1k allowance per month..

But like Boyf say, if i have 1k i'll spend all 1k..the more money i have the more i'll use..

My mentality is that, i keep thinking that i have that much money..until a state, lets say rm100..then i'll start thinking that im poor and stop using money..my dict of stop using money is like rm5 per day max..or maybe sometimes i dont even use a cent..when i have money i probably spend morning breakfast rm10(quite normal)..noon go for something good like sushi/subway(avearge out me and Bf is like rm30)..then tongsui(rm6-10)..plus shopping..u do the counting..and in a week i go out at least 3times..AT LEAST!!!i wish my mom knows how to print money..

SO many things that i wish for..

Even 3 wishes is not enough for me..

But im gonna save money from now on, seriously.. =)

Save money for my tattoo end of this year, Dec..

WHo wanna join me?

Wish me luck in my journey of saving money..

Whhhooooppaaaaaa!!

Loves...

Melaka ; Malacca

Im blogging again..

Im motivated because of nuffnang..Haha..

This trip was in July i think..

Im gonna bombard u guys with loads of pixx now..

But i randomly picked all these pic cause if i were to upload all its gonna take forever..took over 200 pics in a day...we're both fuckingwhores..

Taken in Sam(my pengyou)'s hse..before we left to Malacca, One day after i did my tattoo..Pain like shit the day before i almost die..which leads to asking me why i wear so cincai coz pain til i cannot wear the baju that i wanna wear..so kesian k..

Chicken rice place..Just outside..

Its along Jonker STreet..

Go google it la..i dah forget..Its the first shop..coz along the road there's 2 and i tried the first shop(along the alley)..our second time there.

Reached around noon so didnt order much..

I think is the famous bebola chicken rice shop..

so...dont ask me how it tastes like..

Went shopping along the A'Famosa road..

Camwhore non stop which explains why we have over 200 pix..

And over that 200 pixx..most of the pic taken is me, of course..but all like this wann *below*

When im talking or looking other place or stupid angle..

I think within the Malaccca and PD trip i rotated this top for twice..coz its loose..

Emo-ing coz it was damn freaking hot..

and B wanted to jalan to the shopping mall coz got air cond but i dont want although its hot..coz i dont wanna move at all..wahahah..

Then went for satay celup around 515 coz scared very crowded..

If u go early like tat u wont have to wait..

Ate damn banyak and mostly seafood..my tattoo second day oni..didnt care coz my tattoo sifu said its up to a person to believe or not..but its a chinese thing where they say its "duk/poisonous"kinda thing..