July

July, went on our first oversea trip, to Singapore..

Someone important to me..Someone rare who i can talk to about almost anything, do all the crazy actions..It was an enjoyable vacation that one week..

Went drinking somewhere near Somerset in the evening and left around 10 at night..

Loves,

21/6

Update update..

But only a short post..Been rushing assignment for the past few weeks..And my finals is 3 weeks away, then im officially out from Uni..

Havent been blogging much i know..No pictures not much words..Loading pictures take forever + i have so many of them..

Going Singapore in about a month's time..cant wait..This time round, im going USS..

Be back for a proper update soon..

Loves,

xoxo

Feelings,

Once your mind is clear, everything seem to make sense.. At least for me now.. Finally i noticed whatthefuck is wrong, where is/went wrong.. Guess its hard to explain sometimes, how someone can change so much, u dont even notice when that person started to change.. but eventually, u'll notice it..

Imagining it, the future, mindfuck myself.. I cant even think of it.. Coz i dont even know what i'll do.. So im pretty happy with my life now..

Small changes i made, my attitude, my temper..The way i talk..The things i do..I put other people as the priority now..I learned to respect more..Control my fucking temper and attitude..Less criticizing..Looking for someone who could accept me for who i am, and someone i can accept too..

No more taking love for granted, no more playing a fool.. No more playing games.. Im taking my life seriously now..





Loves,

Again

*Listening to mom while typing while watching tv*

Just too lazy to update a properly blog post..therefore, im crapping again..
My room is almost done..progressing well..whats missing is a bed, thats all..and i can move in officially..finally i have my own room after so long..

Jie shifted back to KL..its been quite hectic for all of us for awhile..finally everything has settled..

Less than 2 months and im out of Uni life.. Flying off to Singapore to meet Jie and talk about what im gonna do with my life..til then, i'll still be there, til anyone in KL needs me.. But before that, im going Singapore with M for a week.. Cant wait.. Usually i shop and explore SIngapore alone coz nobody wants to go with me..

Everything finally back to "normal"..Gotta be satisfied with life nor i'll never be..


LOves,,

Feelings #1

I still dont know where went wrong..

But sometimes, that feeling when you're out with 1 person, ur so used to holding and hanging on to the other, now that ur single, u "almost" all the time want to hold his hands.. But u know u cant anymore..

Now that ur single, u always remisnisce the times, the memories..

U almost forget ur not his now..

U almost want the touch, the body contact..

But everytime, it just make u feel worse, coz u know he's not urs anymore..

Its hard to be single after a long long time being in a relationship..

Loves,

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