Feelings,

Once your mind is clear, everything seem to make sense.. At least for me now.. Finally i noticed whatthefuck is wrong, where is/went wrong.. Guess its hard to explain sometimes, how someone can change so much, u dont even notice when that person started to change.. but eventually, u'll notice it..

Imagining it, the future, mindfuck myself.. I cant even think of it.. Coz i dont even know what i'll do.. So im pretty happy with my life now..

Small changes i made, my attitude, my temper..The way i talk..The things i do..I put other people as the priority now..I learned to respect more..Control my fucking temper and attitude..Less criticizing..Looking for someone who could accept me for who i am, and someone i can accept too..

No more taking love for granted, no more playing a fool.. No more playing games.. Im taking my life seriously now..





Loves,

Again

*Listening to mom while typing while watching tv*

Just too lazy to update a properly blog post..therefore, im crapping again..
My room is almost done..progressing well..whats missing is a bed, thats all..and i can move in officially..finally i have my own room after so long..

Jie shifted back to KL..its been quite hectic for all of us for awhile..finally everything has settled..

Less than 2 months and im out of Uni life.. Flying off to Singapore to meet Jie and talk about what im gonna do with my life..til then, i'll still be there, til anyone in KL needs me.. But before that, im going Singapore with M for a week.. Cant wait.. Usually i shop and explore SIngapore alone coz nobody wants to go with me..

Everything finally back to "normal"..Gotta be satisfied with life nor i'll never be..


LOves,,

Feelings #1

I still dont know where went wrong..

But sometimes, that feeling when you're out with 1 person, ur so used to holding and hanging on to the other, now that ur single, u "almost" all the time want to hold his hands.. But u know u cant anymore..

Now that ur single, u always remisnisce the times, the memories..

U almost forget ur not his now..

U almost want the touch, the body contact..

But everytime, it just make u feel worse, coz u know he's not urs anymore..

Its hard to be single after a long long time being in a relationship..

Loves,

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Be back shortly

Will be back soon..

Still managing my emotions..

Too many is happening..

=)

Loves,

Hop day

Yesterday, went out with Boyf to Midvalley..

before that, we went to Jusco Maluri to COD my n900 to the new owner..

And Boyf was sick.. and chose to be sick yesterday..Great!

Went to Delicious for brunch..Didnt order much..

Dont look sick at all.. Wild mushroom soup with garlic bread..

Aglio Olio Spagetthi

Raspberry cooler

Garlic mashed potato..

In the end, we ta pau-ed the soup and mashed potato..

Then, went for our show..Hop..

Bought Combo 3 and claimed that we cant finish 1 big popcorn + 2 regular coke..And yes in the end we manage to finish all up..Oh and i bought Combo 3 coz i want the Rio container..haha..

After movie, went to Berjaya Times Square because BR Gardens and M.Valley doesnt have the strawberry cheesecake ice cream we wanted..And Times square doesnt have it too..so we bought something else..

Went into Sasa and spent money..

Not broke yet..But with the speed im going now (with my money), its gonna be soon..

Loves,

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